I'm a DJ @ blip.fm

Friday, March 27, 2009

In a mood...

I'm in one of those moods... you know the one... feelin' like gettin' a little silly, a little crazy, got a little evil smile on my face. Just add wine and tonight could be quite an adventure! I only wish I didn't work in the morning. :( It's all part of working retail, though. I make some pretty good sales on the weekend, so I guess it's just something I gotta deal with.

Anyway, back to this mood I'm in. I feel kinda out of sorts lately. I have this wonderful guy who loves me and whom I love, I'm almost done with my very amicable divorce, I have a wonderful family who supports me, and I'm healing nicely from my latest back surgery. But there's just something I can't put my finger on... Maybe I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. Things are just too good... It's inevitable for me to have something not right. Or, maybe I'm just imagining things... Maybe next week I'll figure it out, but for now, I'm gonna go out and celebrate the fact that my life is finally taking a turn for the better. I am still on a few good drugs, after all. Paranoia is a funny thing.

12 comments:

mommaof4wife2r said...

turns in life are good...and just look at the good. why not. have some fun for now.

Sherendipity said...

It's not paranoia, it's smart. Never get too settled in, and let your guard down.
BUT...relish those moments that make silly little smiles curl up the corners of your mouth, for no reason. Most of all, thank the people in your life that make you feel loved, and tell them how much they mean to you. It ends up making you even happier, and the karma is FANTASTIC!!!
=]

joanofalltrades said...

Glad to hear good things are happening for you. Happy VGNO!

pam said...

Hope you are having a great time tonight at the party! Enjoy your weekend.

Stacy (the Random Cool Chick) said...

Maybe you could go barefoot...then there would be no shoe to drop...(GRIN!) ;)

Stopping by from Ann's - nice to 'meet' you! Happy VGNO! :)

Ali said...

Hi! Happy VGNO, have a great weekend =)

flavoredmom said...

you just have to remember there's another VGNO right around the corner. - Ivette

Opus #6 said...

Hey, I am a former divorcee. I think it is hard to relax and trust after that. Always listen to your inner voice. Happy VGNO.

blueviolet said...

I'm stopping over from VGNO! I don't think you're paranoid. I think we all know life cycles up and down and that makes us cautiously optimistic. Follow your gut; it'll never fail you.

Kelly said...

Enjoy it, don't worry about the shoe! Keep smiling!

Happy VGNO!

~Sandy~ said...

stopping by to say hi :O) Happy VGNO!!!

Native American Momma said...

Perhaps that drugs are making you feel odd. I know that feeling though, like you should take a deep breath and a night off but you are more likely to be scrubbing something and holding your breath.